Freddie Mercury's Life Before He got Famous
Before Freddie became the lead
singer of Queen, he was interested in music since he was little. When he was
living with his aunt and his grandparents in Mumbai (India), he studied piano
and joined his first band, the Hectics, according to Biography. In London, he
attended Ealing College of Art and joined another band,
called Ibex. All of these show that he had a music career long
before joining Queen, but this part of his life wasn't shown in the movie at
all! The real reason behind this is actually not known. Perhaps, they did this
because it is considered to be a movie about Freddie’s life after Queen, not
his whole life story.
I would like to talk about the other thing that affected his
psychology, which was his sexual orientation. Homophobia, as
you all know, was actually the general attitude of people at that time. It
wasn't considered to be something wrong. Bullying and threats that queer people
faced everyday were very common. Of course, Freddie had to hide the fact that
he was gay in such an environment, but I'm not sure how accurately this part of
his life was shown in the movie.
The Relationship between Freddie and Mary Austin
Freddie's Unknown Traumatic Past
We have watched Freddie’s life after he met the band members, Brian
May, Roger Taylor, and John Decan, throughout the
movie. We've seen their lives, together and apart, but the unknown part was
Freddie's childhood. When Freddie left his home to become famous, he never came
back. In the movie, Freddie’s partner, Jim Hutton met Freddie’s
family and Freddie reunited with his family in that scene, but this wasn't the
case in real life. Queen's other band
members stated in an interview that Freddie had never told his
family that he was gay. When he was on his deathbed, his mother came to the
hospital and they had had not seen each other for years before that. The reason
behind this still remains to be a mystery.
His family might have been oppressive and traditional, but that
doesn't sound like the only reason he would go no contact until he is about to
pass away. In another interview, it is mentioned that Freddie was sexually assaulted while in
boarding school. You probably remember the scene where he introduces Mary to
his family. When his mother started to show pictures of him to Mary from his
childhood, Freddie started to play the piano and sing loudly. It was obvious
that he was trying to suppress something.
Later in the movie, Freddie had phone called Mary at night after
he moved to his luxurious house and he was turning the lamp on and off so that she
could see it through the window. In that scene, Freddie was clearly depicted as
a wounded child by the director.
“Freddie was at the top of the world but why was he so depressed?” I
asked myself this while watching the movie for the second time. It was as if he
came to life on stage and was in a state of sleep when he was off the stage. It
was as if he was trying to silence his mind. Yet, the movie didn't give any
solid answer to this.
Before Live Aid, there was a scene where Freddie hugged his father tightly before he left
the house. This was the part when he took Jim Hutton, his partner, to introduce
to his family. It was as if his heart had reconciled with his father in that
scene. But the real question is why didn't he hug his mother? Freddie's relationship with his father is shown
several times in the movie, but his relationship with his mother isn't
described in the movie in a detailed way. There is a famous quote from
Freddie "I'm just a musical prostitute, my dear". One
can't help but think, what made Freddie, who defines his artistic identity in
this way, to feel this way.
If we take a look at the lyrics of Bohemian Rhapsody, the song, one can feel as
if the turmoil in his mind was poured into the song. "Mama, I've
just killed a man", "Life
had just begun but now I'm gonna throw it all away". What
could Freddie have used such harsh sentences for? Or "I don't want
to die, sometimes wish I had never been born at all" Freddie
didn't have AIDS when
he wrote Bohemian Rhapsody, so it must have been a mental death that he
was talking about.
"Spare him his life from this
monstrosity" is the part in the song that
everyone shouts at the same time as if it is a ritual, a praying. Well, which
monstrosity? Or what about the last lyric; "Nothing really matters"?
I have to say, I like that they left us with a mystery and did not
answer most of the things in the movie because if they did, then, there was no
room left for us to admire Freddie Mercury and continue to think about him or
create new theories about him and his music. But let's discuss one more thing
before we decide whether the movie was a joke or a masterpiece.
What Really Happened with Paul Prenter
Live Aid
The camera shots, the decors, the costumes and many more were really carefully chosen for the Live Aid concert. If you wonder what Live Aid is, it was a huge campaign in which the most famous musicians of the 80s joined and helped raising money to end the hunger in Ethiopia. With the technology of that period, the concerts were broadcasted on all the televisions at the same time in every country and a huge amount of money was able to be donated. Live Aid was the turning point and the finale of the movie. But, of course, there are still some huge factual inaccuracies in the Live Aid part of the movie as well.
To make the movie more dramatic and probably more marketable, they
showed that Freddie Mercury had AIDS during the concert and he was in the late
stages of it; but in reality, Freddie Mercury learned that he had AIDS in 1987.
Live Aid happened exactly two
years before that, in 1985. Therefore, there was no sign of AIDS in
Freddie when he performed at Live Aid. Actually, believing he was able to
perform this well at Live Aid while he was incredibly sick would be ridiculous.
But combining the ending of the movie with his untimely death and the Live Aid
concert, which is perhaps the most important event of his life, helped the
director to end the movie at a very dramatic point. When I think about it from only a movie
perspective, I think it was the right decision. But, when I was
fact-checking, it irritated me a little.
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